Jag vet inte

I want to laugh louder, smile bigger and talk bluntly

I want to stay young, be impulsive and expressive

I want to scream when I am afraid, cry when I'm sad, choke when I'm shocked
I want to make it all out

I want to walk far, run fast, fly high.

But I also need to keep my feet on the ground.
Does growing older -- when they say we think before we do -- prevent us from doing such implusive things?

Jag vet inte.